What is work satisfaction?
I’ve heard people talk about this before and I believe I understand the concept but I’m 27 and have had a handful of jobs ranging from customer service to costumer service and have never experienced such a thing. I mean I have worked on Things that took effort and I felt satisfied with them but I was never paid for any of that.
Mostly writing that no one read and videos that no one watched of me playing ps2 games…anyway
I think I would like to find a job that satisfied me in all the ways a job can, financially, creatively, spiritually( I guess). I write here to help myself understand what I am capable of, at least in short form, creating with words. Creativity is a formless often nebulous idea to people but I’m not so sure. I think I am capable of creative thought and I’m often good off the cuff. I don’t KNOW that’s true but I wrote it because I want to believe it.
My goal is to get paid to write about…something. I would like to write about video games but beggars cant be choosers and honestly work satisfaction is a luxury. One almost no one can afford. I like my current job but its just a weekly grind that is capped off by bouts of brief joy when I’m home or during the weekend. A cliche’ I know, writer who hates his day job, but man I fucking hate my job sometimes.
Ah well, its Friday night. I’m going to get drunk and eat and play video games. That will be satisfying.